Coming out of Hibernation: Happy Ostara!

Hello, everybody I have just completed my annual Jan-March disappearance! Despite my birthday being in February, it is always a rough month for me. This year was especially rough, dealing with a death in the family. Today was a beautiful sunny spring day, the first we’ve had in such a long time. I absolutely adored it. I made sure to go on a walk during my break at work. I’ve also been working a lot on a TTRPG campaign for me and my friends. Studying socialist revolutions currently has been an interesting experience. I once heard it said that Ostara is a good time to plant seeds for the rest of the year. I’m thinking of some seeds I want to plant. The biggest one is finding a way to be consistent in multiple creative projects at once. When I focus on one thing it has a tendency to swallow everything else, to all of my other projects detriment. Biggest example recently is that I have been extremely neglecting studying japanese, or working on my social media because I have been hyperfocused on working out, karate and prepping to DM again soon.

The common advice I see is to narrow down what you’re working on, but I am stubborn and don’t want to do that. Plus, life’s short, I want to do and enjoy everything I can about this world while I’m still in it. I just need to continue developing systems to actually pull this off. I’m thinking that I might seriously end up wearing like 3 outfits a day to pull this off. One strategy I’m going to try is planning to wear my office wear to work, changing into Jfashion when I’m at home, and keeping gym clothes on me somehow. I also came up with a dice game for my freetime, which I can roll to determine what I’m going to do for a block of time to try to treat my projects a bit more equally. Actually resulted in me making some Youtube Shorts the other day that I hadn’t planned on. It was really fun, and I discovered that I am someone who might do well with some “forced” inspiration.

I’ll plan on updating as things go on this blog! Also, hopefully you all will see some results from there.